I'M OLD GREEEEEGGGGG!!! I GOT A MANGINA!!!
okay, got my old gregg quote out of the way. i watch that video whenever i need a pick-me-up, and right now i kinda really need one. i know things fall apart, but it doesn't mean it doesn't suck. things have changed over the past few months, but the negative is outweighing the positive. i mean, really, life? rude. sad. but mostly rude.
been workin out on a good schedule since i started workin at the gym seven months ago. i've definitely noticed my body changing. my tummy has gotten flatter, but my butt has too, NO!!! i'm starting to see some abs, awww yea. rockin the sexy shoulders with le seleveless shirts and dresses. legs...still fat, but they've always been stubborn.
although working out has made me feel better about myself in some ways, i find that if i can't find time for it, i feel really crappy. so now i feel like i could never just stop. this has actually affected my job search as well. what have you done to me, zumba?
ever said sorry just to lessen the duress of something? maybe you didnt do anything wrong, but the weight presses down harder anyway. so you say sorry, to anything and everything. im sorry, just don't get any heavier. at this rate, i'm gonna fall over. but it doesn't let up! wtf did you do to make it so angry? rude.
i had planned to start my family at the age of 27. i made this plan when i was 15. LOL jk. i'm 24 now and that'd give me like two years to find someone, fall in love, and get knocked up. and i can't even afford my own life. so unless a miracle falls out of the sky, or out of some online dating site or bar, or out of my own hardcore resolve, it looks like i'll be waiting until i have a higher chance of coneiving a child with down syndrome. means i'mma be over thirty, y'all.
i wish i could swim.
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