but i'm wondering if i'm being too open about certain things. ya know, like if my thoughts and feelings are in the wrong. it's getting to the point that i feel like i'm off track. my life has never lacked so much control and it's scary. i've still got my head on straight...if i'm even facing in the right direction. damn, i don't wanna be wrong. but i don't wanna not step out of my comfort zone either.
i dunno. i just want someone to step up and be like, "oh, hey. yea, you're doin' right. just keep goin' that way." or say, "meh, you should probably look thatta way instead." i just got out of a pretty painful situation and i don't wanna get hurt again any time soon because i didn't think clearly :(
wait, u still dont drink. unless u want to change that?! ....ELECTRIC AWESOME SHOT!!!!!! on me :) lol <3
ReplyDeletehahaha i'm just seeing this. you really like that electric awesome shot, huh?
ReplyDeleteLmao Betsy, wow haha geez. Totally not encouraging that drinking at all. Like my mom, "Just don't be drinking." Yeah, because Ashlee is a HUGE drinker, hah. But back to the real topic, I think you have your head on straighter than a lot of people our age, honestly. You've already completed the main force of your college & you're only taking off one year so far so it's not like you're losing control of your life in a downward spiral lol. I know sometimes you get overwhelmed feeling but you should try to relax & just take a few deep breaths & look at this as a whole, big picture & just let things go as they will right now. :)
ReplyDeleteP.S. ELECTRIC AWESOME, WOO!!! Rofl. Betsy, you can give me one on you instead. ;) Hah.