but in all seriousness...i think i've regressed back to age eighteen mentally. or maybe i've just been stuck there? but i feel like i'm finally starting to do all of the things that i should have been doing in college: partying and meeting new people, clubbing, and a few other things i probably won't be too proud of down the line that involves getting busted by cops haha, although experimenting owns. it's just that now i'm in a heap of boy trouble.
which is another thing, boys...that's the type i immediately go for. not men with goals that can provide for me, but childish guys who are attractive and have boyish charm but are ultimately douchebags who are just playin the field. they're always younger than me, but at least they're all legal.
meh...even though i know that i'm making a lot of mistakes, i don't regret them and i like what i'm doing right now. i should've already experienced all of this stuff, but i was straight up in love with someone throughout all 4 years of school and really had no desire to look at other guys or try anything new. i feel like i missed out on a lot of fun because of it...
oh well, i'll let you know how this jank goes.
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