self esteem sucks.

i'm prettier in the face. probably a cooler chick, too. i'll give myself that. but i have no chest. i lose.

the only person who called me beautiful tonight was some drunk old dude with jacked up teeth. i feel like that makes things worse, though i appreciate the compliment.

hahaha my self esteem is plummeting. what do i do? :/ wallow in self pity for a bit, s'pose.