i shoulda found all your alcohol and poured it down the drain, really. how much money did you spend on all that? you would have been so pissed off. i think my heart would break to see you yelling in my face.
but i would rather have that than...not. to have nothing and you not here is a daily torture, man. i'm in that hell hole with you. how could i not be?
anyway...i'm so exhausted. i have so many guys offering me...whatever. telling me i'm beautiful. telling me they have something for me. and i want it, and then i don't. and then i know better, and then i don't really want to.
i just want you here. i can't trust them but i trusted you everytime you said it. so come back soon, ok :'( you can help me fight cause you always did before. i need you.
Aww Ashlee. :( I'm sorry things are hard for you & I give you a hard time sometimes about me not having had a bf or action in a longer time than you when I know how hard it can feel to be alone. I hope things with your dad get better because I know the situation of things & I can only imagine how hard that would be to deal with things. But you know I'm always here & always have been. :D I LOVBC, VUL, VU, & of course, LOOOOOVEEEE you! Weeeeeeeee! <3
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